タリナイヤ [2017ver.] [English translation]

“Such a pain, seriously”

Why doesn’t that satisfy me?

That was never any good, and I struggled

Everyone else has love and dreams and hopes too

So why?

It hurts.

Inside my chest, I’m crying

It was only the night I embraced the one dearest to me

That I felt my heart was filled up

But…

It’s not enough! I don’t really understand, but

It’s not enough! I want to scream

I feel depressed - you too, right?

We just live without telling anyone

If I were to discover happiness

During peaceful days,

I get the feeling I’d understand life’s meaning

One by one,

I even tried out things that felt useless

It’s not too late

I want to try to change myself

If I were to struggle until I could say I hit my limits,

I thought I’d see something,

But…

It’s not enough! Even if I don’t understand it soon,

It’s not enough! I want to find it,

Clear a path! Now,

I don’t want my road to be decided by anyone else

If, the moment this life ends,

I could understand what was missing,

That’d be nice

I won’t stop living the best I can

From now on

Whether I face forward or look down -

Nobody but I can decide that

Still

It’s not enough! I don’t really understand, but

It’s not enough! A searching journey

I won’t forget

Lying to myself -

I don’t want to live that way again

Forever