傳聞 [Chyun man] [English translation]

During these past few years,

I have become trapped many times, but still I wait.

During these past few years,

I have been depressed and manic, but still I am patient.

Because I want to hold you until the end,

I used my compassion and understanding to fix our broken relationship.

But all I got was your ruthless sneer, and you leaving me.

Do you know that you're abusing my compassion?

Every time I fall, it's like a drug addiction.

There are lots of rumours out there,

Saying that you're having other relationships, that they're hidden near me.

I'm afraid that if I follow them, my identity will be insulted.

I cover my ears and stop my hands from shaking,

Hoping that I'll soon forget.

It doesn't matter that I've been humiliated.

But you want to point out every mistake,

To the point that racking your brain isn't enough.

Why don't we go back? Back to that day, so I can let you go.

Do you know that you're abusing my compassion?

Every time I fall, it's like a drug addiction.

There are lots of rumours out there,

Saying that you're having other relationships, that they're hidden near me.

I'm afraid that if I follow them, my identity will be insulted.

I cover my ears and stop my hands from shaking,

Hoping that I'll soon forget,

Forget this life.

Do you know that we're happy together?

I believed that we were the perfect match.

But you just continued hating,

And eroding this made-up happiness.

I've finally realised how silly I am,

Holding your hand, neither able to leave nor to get closer.

As long as I still love you,

Nobody else matters.

Please turn around and take a careful look,

Appreciate me, this caretaker.