I miss it when someone hugs me
Holds me for a while, says that I'm loved
This is way too hard
to follow these rails home by myself
I don't know if I can feel anything anymore
Everyone just dies and there's no one left here
This is way too hard
to stitch these wrists by myself
{Verse 1} {Heviteemu}
I stay awake alone, this hasn't felt like a home for a long time
For a long time my thoughts haven't felt like mine
I just want everyone to come back
Bad cards in my pack
Since I lose everyone I love
I'm just scared that I will be left alone
Yeah, everyone dies, how I'm supposed to survive?
{Chorus}
I miss it when someone hugs me
Holds me for a while, says that I'm loved
This is way too hard
to follow these rails home by myself
I don't know if I can feel anything anymore
Everyone just dies and there's no one left here
This is way too hard
to stitch these wrists by myself
{Verse 2} {Costee}
And there's nothing wrong with that
I don't always wanna see tomorrow either
They think that I'm suicidal but I'm not
I would never do anything to myself
I go high if I want to
And I come back down in the morning
You need hugs again
But I can't have you anymore
Sorry you had to deal with this
{Chorus}
I miss it when someone hugs me
Holds me for a while, says that I'm loved
This is way too hard
to follow these rails home by myself
I don't know if I can feel anything anymore
Everyone just dies and there's no one left here
This is way too hard
to stitch these wrists by myself
I miss it when someone hugs me
Holds me for a while, says that I'm loved
This is way too hard
to stitch these wrists by myself