Stk - Happillness [English translation]

Nights like today I can't find an edge in the bed

That can fit me , to make me calm that nothing is really wrong

My nerves become tears

Are pouring like rain from my eyes

And since you don't understand with words

Listen to this song and ...

Maybe I just overthink

I do it often and we know it

We feel cause we want it so we like to suffer

What I wanted the asshole to bond with you

Today you are far away from me

Only the silence is close to me

And I have told you I'm tired of silence

And as much I mean the ''I love you'' I tell you every night as I worry

That something will come to take you

What's worse tell me?

From believing that you don't have learn,

Not even the least the people you have baptism your own my love

I don't feel okay ,not that things will change

You know I'm not good at hiding so I'll say it blunt

I'm not like the other guys, that you know or want around you, ok?

Your every word and act hurts me even more

Sunk in my insecurity and If I forgot for a bit with you

I angry when you behave bad because the truth it's not like that

For one hand I see you , the other that I don't want to know

Don't you dare to go in my mind now , I swear it's fucked up

Come and tell me ,what's happen

cause the bad overdid it

I just want you to tell me how you feel, not what the other said

I just want you to be yourself

To be the one I fell for

And I told you I'll be yours

The first time I didn't leave

I remember every moment, the first coffee, the first kiss

The emotional fight I give with myself, I've gone crazy

I remember the night on the mall, the sentence I said but you didn't hear

For the tomorrow I can't wait and my inside cry

Because in the tunnel I were for years , there was a light finally

And you know how to hold me to feel safe

And a bit more lucky, I don't now how you make it

But it doesn't matter it's enough not be lack from this by the weather

But till now I hurt

At night I get weak

I don't have stamina forever

Sorry If I isolate myself

I don't want to see, I don't want to hear, I don't want to know what's happening

Every minute goes I love you the more I tear

Extravagant ,pessimist, the cry tonight the only way,

my hands have hurt, the wall tonight unfortunate

my thought leaves in places that they have told me to avoid

Sorry I'll say with an empty look while I'm trying to beat around the buss

I'm tired of the walls, they can't fit me not even for fun

I want to take a friend and go out to forget everything

To drink and to find philosophy for how all this are in my mind

And that I'm the only one I prevent my smile to be seen