Tears on my paycheck lyrics

Yeah i see you called back

I can't even check that

Need a couple months back

I can't even cop that

Pull up then get pushed back

I can't even hate that

Tears up on my paycheck

I can't even blame that

Falling to the bottom of the things that i regret

Ignoring all my problems as they grow

Im feeling best with drugs up in my system

Cuz my man ive been depressed

Ive been hanging tight for as long as i remember

Crush a pill

Break it down

Wrap a bill

Walk around

With my crown

On my face

I dont smile

Only frown

Sad boy until i die

Kinda hope it ends tonight

Tryna find a better life

My hearts been broken a couple of times

My minds still stuck in a pit that she dug

I still smoke blunts

Roll em up, and i tuck

My team give way too much of a fuck

My girl dont really care enough

Said i take my life too seriously, but i dont feel the same

Thats the only way i know

I guess you think lifes just a game

Wish that i could grow some wings

Id spread them out and fly away

Picking pedals off of flowers

Lay them all across my grave

No one wants to talk about the shit that goes inside your brain

I fill mine up with contradictions

Try and smoke away the pain

Im so obsessed with bigger pictures

Can't just settle for the life i got

Thats what ive taught

Thats how i brought

These lessons ive forgot

Youd think id learn

But still i make the same mistakes

I guess thats whats so comfortable

So i won't even check my phone