난 움직이지 그 누구도 모르게
겨울앞에 내 모습을 볼래
웃음뒤에 눈물들을 훔쳐 몰래
나의 고개 숙여져도 부르겠지 노래
삶이란 모순 머리와 반대로 행하는 몸
회개해 다시 또 죄악은 서서히 나를 더 따스히 반기는 중
no matter what no matter who
no matter when no matter where
no matter how 내 뜻대로 다
이뤄질수는 없지 알잖아 난
난 가지 못해 사람 많은 곳에
자꾸 나를 속여 끄덕이지 고개
말 만하는 위론 더 쳐지지 어깨
바로 동정이지 위로 아냐 절대
난 이용하려 하지 않아도 다 나를 이용 하려해
싫어할 사람이 없어도 다 나를 싫어 하려해
미워할 사람이 없어도 다 나를 미워 하려해
웃음짓기가 힘들어 sounds like
woo woo woo woo huhu
They become hater to lover
And lover to hater
Love it or hate it
I ain't no saint but when i am servin i cater
I don't love it, i hate it
I cover my face with fabrications
Hiding, i'm hoping that God sees
Thru all the lies and lacerations
I laugh it off and i'm on -scene
We at it again, you blame me
I know that He gonna repay me
For every word that i chose to restrain
Every tear that i held in place, see
I never let em, no i never let em in
I fend em off til i better sin
Fight like a veteran
Can't nobody wipe this smile off me,
it sounds like woo woo
I break down way more often
I'm putting more nails in the same old coffin
Nowadays, the enemy be like hey what's poppin
They, look, at me and i pay no caution
I don't pay no mind
But i could smell the sweet scent
The more i linger, the thoughts trigger
A high, and i'm flyin to my descent
Thinkin like
If only they knew what i'm goin thru
All of the scars in my heart that i ain't showin you
How much longer do i have to pretend
to be stronger than everybody else
Maybe i should blow it, too
Yeah, maybe i should blow it, too
I can only take so much
You don't know what this smile means
And neither do i, but it sounds like
woo woo woo woo huhu