She looks at herself in the mirror every night, inside a glass
She laughs with her friends while she grabs a drink
Then she looks at herself in the mirror again and she can’t love herself
She, who makes love, maybe a bit for pleasure, a bit for passion or a bit to enjoy it
She ran so fast over disappointment
Among the sound of the thunder and she learned how to fall
Like tears that pour on a distracted life
Of who didn’t make it,
Of who lost their face
She wakes up early to escape from the bed
She, who doesn’t give you affection, she, who doesn’t even hug you
She closes the door without making noise
And she’s coming down the stairs holding her coat
Because the punches of the winter tear you apart on the ring
Like in a dream, like on a movie
Thais is now tired of feeling like this
Thais doesn’t have the strength to escape from here anymore
Because modern men are sons of nothing
They’re pieces of meat that walk alone
I, who looked for you among all the people
You, who fly far away, you that don’t comfort me
You that come back home late when it’s already dark outside
Then you cook your lunch as if it were a dinner
You watch your favorite tv series if you smoke
Then you imagine you’re another girl inside flowing clouds
Like the hate you smell, when you reject yourself a bit
You look for peace in the void and the pills in the beauty
Now that the past knocks hard on the wood
Even if you don’t open he comes back to visit you
Thais killed the prince and is alone in the kingdom
Where you control your heart, Thais doesn’t know how to love anymore
Sorry, I’ve been far away, if I didn’t tell you “I love you” it was just a lie
You were holding my hand, I was thinking that it was all my fault after all
A shadow echoes
It has the shape of a woman
The wave of the shame
Then you told me “you know, I have to go” and you ran away
Sorry, I’ve been far away, if I didn’t tell you “I love you” it was just a lie
You were holding my hand, I was thinking that it was all my fault after all
A shadow echoes
It has the shape of a woman
The wave of the shame
Then you told me “you know, I have to go” and you ran away
It’s pouring rain in her empty eyes
This night is passing by slow
This rain over here doesn’t extinguish the fires
It wets the wrinkles on the sides of her dull smile
Meanwhile Thais enchants with her eyes
She looks at how much longer, how much time is left
She looks, tired, while the warm dawn sings
She switches leg while she comforts herself
She’s out every night, alone in every night, in every purple night
When she finishes she goes back home by taxi
When she takes off her heels and brushes her hair
In the mirror her heart’s an open hole
And it’s pitch dark inside, she sinks every hour
She throws everything inside an inner sea
She cries down quietly if a bubble emerges
Certain streets, they feel unknown to her
How’s it going? She says “Not bad”
Thais lies badly while she goes down the stairs
She rings the door in a floor downtown
It’s the second bolgia of the eighth circle and
Today Thais saw a man
That was running along the street
He was reaching a lonely girl and a sound
Thais watches closely while she calls him
Everything around them becomes a background
Her trotting heart floods and renders their kisses
She, who asks for double to kiss
What she would give for a free kiss
Sorry, I’ve been far away, if I didn’t tell you “I love you” it was just a lie
You were holding my hand, I was thinking that it was all my fault after all
A shadow echoes
It has the shape of a woman
The wave of the shame
Then you told me “you know, I have to go” and you ran away
Sorry, I’ve been far away, if I didn’t tell you “I love you” it was just a lie
You were holding my hand, I was thinking that it was all my fault after all
A shadow echoes
It has the shape of a woman
The wave of the shame
Then you told me “you know, I have to go” and you ran away