Kill My Pain lyrics

[Intro:]

'Cause sometimes you just feel tired,

Feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up.

But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength

And just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up

And not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.

[Verse #1:]

Till I collapse I’m spilling these raps long as you feel 'em

Till the day that I drop you'll never say that I'm not killing them

'Cause when I am not then I'ma stop penning 'em

And I am not hip-hop and I’m just not Eminem.

Subliminal thoughts when I'mma stop sending them?

Women are caught in webs, spin'em and hock venom

Adrenaline shots of penicillin could not get the illing to stop.

Amoxicilin is just not real enough.

The criminal cop killing hip-hop villain

Minimal swap to cop millions of Pac listeners.

Your coming with me, feel it or not you’re gonna fear it

Like I showed you the spirit of god lives in us.

You hear it a lot, lyrics to shock

Is it a miracle or am I just a product of pop fizzing up.

For shizzle my whizzle this is the plot, listen up

You bizzles forgot, slizzle does not give a fuck.

[Evanescene] (x2)

I tried to kill my pain

But only brought more

So much more

I lay dying

And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal

[Verse #2:]

Music is like magic there’s a certain feeling you get when you're real

And you spit and people are feeling your shit.

This is your moment and every single minute you spend trying to hold onto it

'cause you may never get it again.

So while you’re in it try to get as much shit as you can

And when your run is over just admit when it's at its end.

'Cause I'm at the end of my wits with half this shit that gets in.

I got a list here's the order of my list that it's in.

It goes, Reggie, Jay-Z, Tupac and Biggie, Andre from OutKast, Jada, Kurupt, Nas and then me.

But in this industry I'm the cause of a lot of envy, so when I’m not put on this list the shit does not offend me.

That's why you see me walk around like nothing's bothering me.

Even though half you people got a fucking problem with me.

You hate it but you know respect you’ve got to give me

The press's wet dream like Bobby and Whitney. Nate hit me.

[Evanescene] (x2)

I tried to kill my pain

But only brought more

So much more

I lay dying

And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal

[Verse #3:]

Soon as a verse starts I eat it at MC’s heart

What is he thinking? How not to go against me? Smart.

And it's absurd how people hang on every word.

I’ll probably never get the props I feel I ever deserve

But I’ll never be served my spot is forever reserved

If I ever leave earth that would be the death of me first.

'Cause in my heart of hearts I know nothing could ever be worse.

That’s why I’m clever when I put together every verse

My thoughts are sporadic, I act like I’m an addict

I rap like I’m addicted to smack like I’m Kim Mathers.

But I don’t want to go forth and back in constant battles

The fact is I would rather sit back and bomb some rappers.

So this is like a full blown attack I’m launching at them

The track is on some battling raps who want some static

'Cause I don’t really think that the fact that I’m Slim matters

A plaque of platinum status is whack if I'm not the baddest.

[Evanescene] (x2)

I tried to kill my pain

But only brought more

So much more

I lay dying

And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal