There are things I can't bring myself to say to you
The memories are enough to make me feel alive
Growing up alone I became the man
that I needed when I was a child
It was easier to hate you
rather than admiting that I missed you
to stop thinking about you
A son that doesn't cry has wider eyes
as if wider than an adult's
Because it was you
who made me live and forget
and it was you
who made me happy and who made me feel bad
You, who has eyes as wide as the world
I feel small in comparison to you
so transparent that I can see the bottom
all this time just to understand that
if I look into them I see a bit of myself
because life never goes to according to plan
You, who are my balance and my disorder
We, who fear feeling human
ruined sheets in the shape of origami
There are things I can't bring myself to tell you
in time you taught me to be fragile
Sometimes what you love ends up hurting you
What is truly left of me?
It's sunny outside but somehow a thunderstorm inside
the scars remind us that the past is real
You can't forget
There are voids that words cannot fill
Because it was you
who made me live and forget
and it was you
who made me happy and made me feel bad
You, who has eyes as big as the world
I feel small in comparison to you
so transparent that I can see the bottom
all this time just to understand that
if I look into them I see a bit of myself
because life never goes to according to plan
You, who are my balance and my disorder
We, who fear feeling human
ruined sheets in the shape of origami
We are far apart even if we're in the same space
where the silences are full of words
We walk together but in opposite directions
towards a streets that leads us elsewhere
Because life never goes according to plan
You, who are my balance and my disorder
We, who fear feeling human
Ruined sheets in the shape of origami