I tried to forbid myself
To think about you
But how to give up
What I want to have
It didn't work once
And it will never again
After what you did to me
I'm not supposed to love you
Oh my love
That fills me with anger
Dawn is loneliness
It seems that someone is coming
It has became hallucination
I look and don't see anyone
The more I try to hate you, the more I want you to be well
They say that loving is suffering
This will never change
I want something to drink
To mistreat me even more
I think I was born to want you
And hurt myself