140503 새벽에 [140503 At Dawn] [English translation]

After leaving my home that was seperated from the world

From the perspective of a 19-year-old who didn't want to be emotionally drained

The trainee life

seemed almost perfect

But thanks to the sociophobia I'd formed

My human relationships were zero

I always prepared two masks

Defensive image, hide it behind my back

and go while

hiding myself thoroughly

As if I'd become a criminal, I just

couldn't take a step outside of

the jaillike dorm

We grow apart

Whether it's the friends, family or whoever is surrounding me

They can't stay and now they're passing me by

I'm still missing my arrows on the target of human relationships

Pretending I'm not lonely, pretending I'm not in pain

Pretending I'm okay in vain,

Pretending so hard that I'm strong in vain

Don't come through the wall I put down in front of me while I'm pretending

Don't leave me on this island in the spread-out sea¹