First, I've lost friends
I've wasted time
Then, I've lost even you
Yet god knows that in my life you call the shots
I don't know anymore how to catch them
The hands that are tending to me
Of course I would like to tear
Myself away from the loneliness arms which hug me too often
If my heart is made of glass
How to see through it, frankly?
I don't know what I feel
I don't know how I'll do, no
I attend my own funeral
I don't need flowers
I want that someone offers me better days
There is nothing in front or behind me, no
I don't know how I'll do, no
To get myself out of this I take the oath
The pain I prefer to laugh at
Anyway, there is nothing to say
So I carry it proudly
Soon I'll get up from my bed
To walk a little
Goodbye pretty melancholy
I don't want you anymore in my life, you hang around too much in my eyes
My eyes, tattooed with sleepless nights
Close for you
Memories in avalanche
And it's the snowball effect that brings me back in your arms
I have heart in winter
For a long time I've lost the spring
I don't really know what he is waiting for me
I don't know how I'll do, no
I attend my own funeral
I don't need flowers
I want that one offers me better days
There is nothing in front or behind me, no
I don't know how I'll do, no
To get myself out of this I take the oath
The pain I prefer to laugh at
Anyway, there is nothing to say
So I carry it proudly
Excuse me if I dropped you
Excuse me, I was skinned
I heal my wounds, one by one
And all this time I sowed
And all the words that shaked me
Injured I'm making progess but without grudge
I don't know how I'll do, no
I attend my own funeral
I dont know how I'll do, no
To get myself out of this I take the oath
The pain I prefer to laugh at
Anyway, there is nothing to say
So I carry it proudly
I don't know how I'll do, no
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