False Disposition lyrics

Once again I was left in the dust

Destructive ones like me fold when there is nothing to bust

I couldn't see

Past the bright facade - layers of rust

It's not like I'm saying goodbye

Hey, why are you smiling still, cool guy?

"This world is a cruel place to people like you

I'll keep you safe"

Said the prison guard, digging his grave

And so I craved

Every single meeting with you the same to say

"How are you? How was your day?"

So

"Um... listen, it's gonna sound weird, but..."

"What is it? You're hitting on me?"

"NO!"

"It's just that... Those parties you love..."

"Yeah?"

"I want you to take me to one"

"Huh?!"

So a boyish constitution

Gets to lead a revolution

Everything about you screams "a bad idea"

Yet the walls around my sheltered heart

Begin to break and fall apart

Your smile is brighter than the most relentless sun

"This world is a cruel place to people like you

I told you so"

I won't give him that, damage control

Won't help me then

Ah, I wish I felt nothing at all

But I'll take that blow, take that blow

I'll take more!

"So dear, are you having fun?"

"Ah, sorry for spiking your guns"

"You mind if I join you now?"

"Oh it's okay, I'm calm--"

"You know I really hate this town"

So

When a boyish constitution

Gets to lead a revolution

Everything about it screams "a bad idea"

I won't ever bear my foolish heart

I'll paint my face with blood and dirt

The chain has broken, I've no right to feel this hurt

Once again I was left in the dust

Destructive ones like me fold when there is nothing to bust

I couldn't see

Past the bright facade - layers of rust

It's not like I'm saying goodbye

But just in case, I wanna tell you I --

"There's a stupid thing I used to say -

"Pathetic ones like me lose before we join the game"

- That's really lame!

So tomorrow I'll see you again"

"Then don't you dare flake on me, I won't let you get away with ditching this time!"

Don't leave me behind again, cool guy