We can play one more song for you guys tonight.
This is called Paranoid.
I'll stay standing in the middle of the stage,
someone is opening up his voice while fucking drunk.
He must think that this would be a wish concert,
he melted by my lyrics,
but now he just constantly goes to smoke.
We could use a bit thicker rake,
or even better: is it fine that we'll run away together?
Even the hinges won't have time to creak because we'll be already elsewhere,
the curtain falls.
I'm a saint, get the fuck out my altar,
sure, I'll sign your boob though I don't look like a TV show star
Sand scrunched between my teeth,
the water level didn't rise by pissing in the bath.
I'm a zebra in a bar code reader,
I'll repeat my empty promises again when it January folds.
A closeted drunkard has bottles well in the oven,
he has worked hard to never have to work hard again.
But I fell I've lost my touch,
snorted my stuff, missed my match.
Hey, where is that maximum?
How about a summer record featuring Aksimi in beats?
Can you see my gaze?
We won't reach for the skies that much,
I can no longer respect anyone expect for the ones who are sick.
Please explain to each and every children
why the clown seems so angry today.
I can't just be,
surrounded by a chain that says zero zero zero.
Bigger the count at the bank,
more tedious the prison.
I can't just be,
surrounded by a chain that says zero zero zero.
More the medication in my prescriptions,
less there is to contradict.
You can't do anything to yourself but laugh,
I'm here, but I won't be here for long.
Nobody wants me here
expect for the senior (burden) who wants me to change his diaper.
And let me face anything,
if it makes it any easier, I'll just catch it no questions asked.
Odourless, tasteless, colourless, I'll just go and lay under the car,
I don't even have strength to kill myself.
I have no conscience, no basic fitness
something just pokes holes to my trunk from the inside.
I'm watching a jerk into the eyes while holding a steel wire,
but he doesn't fucking get it, not until I mash his face.
I was born a number, became satiated by gold,
my soft ass became a bit too furious.
I disgust even myself, you disgust me, I disgust you,
on the contrary let's just suffer from each other.
I can't just be,
surrounded by a chain that says zero zero zero.
Bigger the count at the bank,
more tedious the prison.
I can't just be,
surrounded by a chain that says zero zero zero.
More the medication in my prescriptions,
less there is to contradict.
My eyes wide open, I can't rest.
I'm rapping in some fucking language from the outskirts of Russia
I sprain my neck and brain.
This is a nightmare and soon we'll wake up.
Something sharp, I bite my tongue, I slash my chest.
The blood comes out - this is living.
The glass shatters, we don't have to be scared for long anymore.
I'll just breathe for a moment, in and out.