Kiitos ja anteeks [English translation]

They say that men shouldn't cry, I at least have

When my feet get too heavy, I can't get farther when they seem to go backwards

I listen to my friend's advice even though I'm not awake

The woman was a dealer and I was a user

In my paranoia you're only an abuser

I'm not saying you weren't a looker, but I can't fill a hole you've made

I feel so horrible I'm scared, I haven't got the right weapons from anyone

I want to believe in the kindness of people again, 'cause things don't make me smile anymore

I'm paranoid even when I no longer smoke, maybe I've been drinking so much I've become hollow

After that brainstorm I became dumb

Yay I have money, when did it get this empty

Maybe I'm scared to look back because I feel like it always goes like this

Our legos just don't fit on top of each other, they just don't fit on top of each other

Maybe I'm scared to look back

I feel like it always goes like this

Our legos just don't fit on top of each other, why would you even have stayed here like this

Baby can't you already see

A "thank you and sorry" isn't enough

I don't want you to leave or stay

Thank you and sorry

When we shout Ankara, you shout Nikke, thousands are shouting and I try to be tough

Then I'm wondering who the fuck am I, and hey how can one fall so low

I miss that certain one, but she was full of shit

I feel like she never loved me, but my actions weren't healthy either

That's why in your eyes I'm just trash I guess

It's a cliche, but my heart has been ripped apart, but the best songs are made when it hurts the most

I wait for Tuesday when my psychotherapy is, and the day when the right girl waits outside

But you can't find anything if you're forcing it

I've become so blind I would barely see

Even if that someone would drive in front of me, I'm so broken I probably wouldn't even have the courage

Maybe I'm scared to look back because I feel like it always goes like this

Our legos just don't fit on top of each other, they just don't fit on top of each other

Maybe I'm scared to look back

I feel like it always goes like this

Our legos just don't fit on top of each other, why would you even have stayed here like this

Baby can't you already see

A "thank you and sorry" isn't enough

I don't want you to leave or stay

Thank you and sorry

Thank you and sorry