Bulbel lyrics

I’m lost in your world

Looking for a purpose that belongs to me only

May the lilies bloom for me

Do you hear the lilies speak?

The leaves kissing the bees

The soil covering up all the sorrow

All the seeds I sowed

In a garden can’t be claimed by me

Do you hear the lilies speak?

I gave it my all

Isn’t it supposed to be sunny now?

But my rain won’t stop

My rain won’t stop

The hell I saw, voices I heard

The dreams that I lost changed nothing at all

I’m still my insufferable self

Setting my hair on fire, giving you warmth

Hoping you’d realize

I want you by my side

May the lilies bloom for me

Thought I would be satisfied

Seeing you content at the other side

But somehow I thought these crazy thoughts

That I deserve to be loved

I deserve to know love

We deserve to live in love

I wish there’s no end

I wish there’s no end

To our time together

The lilies wilted

Waving down into my coffin

Goodbye, my youth expensed

Goodbye, my innocence

Should I be mad?

Should I be glad?

Am I enough?

How can I be enough so I’m proud of myself?

Reaching my goals

Distracting my feelings changed nothing at all

I’m still my insatiable self

Isn’t it better to be dumb?

To be ignorant?

Not knowing there is liberty in this world not meant for me

May the lilies bloom for me